can't take anymore...
tired of broken promises.
tired of a broken heart some guy
always says he can fix or will make
better && then just shatters it even
more. tired of fake people.
tired of trusting people that don't
even deserve to be a part of my life.
tired of always being the one apologizing
but never being apologized to.
tired of being talked about behind my
back by the people i thought were my friends...
tired of everybody calling me the bitter bitch...
when i'm only bitter because of how they've
broken my heart. turned on me. back stabbed me.
betrayed me. lied.




what happend to the little girl i usded
to be you ask? the one who thought her daddy
was her hero && would always tuck her in at nite.
the one who would be friends with the little boys
even if they had cooties. the one who
always did what mommy told her too. the one who
didn't are what anyone thought about her. the one
who was friends with every single little girl she met.
the one who was happy with just being herself...?

she grew up...&& hit reality. realizing that daddy is gone
&& was just a guy in a super hero costume && wasn't going
to be around to tuck her in anymore. realizing that the reason
mommy told her boys had cooties was so she would stay away
&& not get a broken heart. realizing that eventually your mom
would stop being your best friend because you weren't
doing everything she wanted you to do. realizing that its hard to
befriend every little girl now days...because all they do is
bitch && back stab. && finally realizing...its hard to be happy
with herself when she's trying to please everyone
while pretending to be someone else...


[[wrote that myself...please. don't take credit for it...it's my own
personal thoughts && feelings...]]


i'm done...